circle of 2008 life

in just less than 10hours, we will hav to waved goodbye to the year of 2008..do u feel happy or sad? well, we might think that many things will change, as we'll be separated fr our frens & family, things might nt turn out as well as we think, bt always look at the bright side..& i shall just face this brand new year wif brand new resolutions & hopes..



whteva sweet memories, shall just keep it in mind, while those bad ones, i shall just learned fr the lesson & move on! always keep in mind that failure isnt the end of the day..instead we shall interpret it as a step to our success..tht shud be the quote of the year :D



Pictures tht can speak a thousand words of... my fantastic year of 2008





First of all, The nice college group of frens whom i spent my entire A-levels wif..fun, jokes, madness, stress, pressure, discussion, exams.. everything as well as separation.. they can be really crazy at times, bt once exam is just ard the corner, the content of our sms will change fr craps to answers of pyq & studies..







The secondary skool gang, whteva crazy & fun things u named it, we experienced it..tho we meet up once in a while, the frenship that we shared is simply awesome :D i still miss my secondary skool life a lot..play & activities come first..wif a percentage of 65%, studies 35% ? or less...haha..thts what make my batch the unique 1..the "buat kecoh " but "semangat" batch!






they celebrated my 19th birthday wif me..cute 1, touching 1, surprising 1..& the effort & time they put & spent on me, i appreciated lots..& those memory will just etch in my mind..haha..thx ppl..luv u guys lots..muax





my juniors, who call me wif lots of name..che, jie, dai lou as well..lol..we're all of diff ages, bt we can click really well..sms was influenced by km, toking on the fon by shing! c, instead of me influencing the "kids", its the other way round..haha




nevertheless, our annual prom nite..wif every1 dressing up smartly & elegantly..can u recognise us?! haha..some can even stare at me bt nt knowing its me..especially mabel =.=





i rmb when i first got to noe tht i was elected fr NS service, i was sad! not knowing NS can b tht fun..hehe..i mean at least it is better than wht i've tot..besides the hygiene, the toilet, the canteen, the food..ohman, thts quite a lot..bt i still managed to survive! haha..the min i reach there, fever, cough, flu whteva..sick fr 1 week..just how weak i am>.< who cares abt the bad experience, wht i mind is still the frens i made over there..the bad things i shall nt state, bt they r really frenly..all fr diff parts in msia..east & west coast..diff background which made me the only "study" person over there..& i can understand the difference btw us..NS however painted my life differently, let me realised how fortunate i am, with all the needs i desired.






oh of coz my most amazing trip in USA..the 1 who will get the most credict shud b my daddy..i had a fun fun memorable time wif my family..they r the one who support me thru out my life..i shall say no more coz i know that, without them, there will be no ME rite now over here..



















To my fellow frens who r taking their med exam 2mr, best best best wishes k!! u all hav been studying for so long, this is the time to show ur them ur knowledge & skills! lol..rmb im always here supporting YOU!!


Dreams...




i woke up this morning, with my heart beating rapidly..nt bcoz im being chased by sm1 in my dream, or saw some horror things tht frightened me..BUT..

I dreamed tht i was goin to attempt an exam in skool in few hours time, but i was late bcoz i just got home fr a vacation..rushing rushing to get prepared, & i realised i haven study for the upcoming paper, which is MORAL & SEJARAH =.=
i brought a whole big bunch of books wif me & was abt to leave home..wif a high level of adrenalin pumping in my body..bt my mum wasnt ready yet, so i sat down & start flipping my books..forcing myself to rmb as many things as possible..when my mum was abt to fetch me to skool..

i woke up!!

thx gudness..just a few mins later my alarm clock rang too..so i was thinking : oh, even if i din wake up by myself, the alarm clock will do so, & i will still get to escaped fr exams..

i hate exams seriously..& this kinda "exam dreams" happened to me few times..even when im having a relaxing mood rite now! having holiday & nt studying at home..

i try to recall my dreams..tht moment i was sitting down studying, i wasnt studying abt sej or moral, nor smthing related..bt smthing abt science..weird isnt it..how can i be goin on vacation if i noe im having exams on tht day? & nevertheless, nt prepared wif it?
dreams occur all out of my control..u may think of 1 thing, bt nex min, another thing will occur..
sejarah & moral is smthing i neva touch long long time ago..i've even done wif my a levels, bt im still thinking of sitting fr..SPM?






This is 1 of the interesting topic tht made me wonders long long time ago..

Is dream a good thing or bad?!

Why do we dream at the first place, i think it is still an unresolved topic..During the day, we may hold back our feelings and repress our anger. Thus dreams serve as a safe outlet for us to release our negative emotions..The images in our dreams always contain hidden meaning which goes far beyond the outer appearance.


What does it mean to have a dream within a dream?

Having a dream within a dream may be safer and more acceptable way to express material from your unconscious. The dream within a dream protects you, the dreamer from waking up. Such dreams often reflect a hidden but crucial issue which you need to acknowledge and confront.
smtimes it happened to me, its like i woke up fr a dream, yet im still dreaming@.@ till i woke up fr the 2nd time..then i knew i had a dream within a dream..isnt tht just COOL..our mind..



Sometimes u tripped over smthing & fall in ur dream..sounds familiar?

There is actually a term to describe what you are experiencing in your dream. It is called hypnic jerks or myclonicjerks. Many who dream that they are falling sometimes jerk or twitch their legs/arms and end up waking themselves up. There is no concrete reason as to why this happens. One theory is that it is our instinctive response for what the brain perceives asa potentially dangerous situation. Sometimes dreams are so real that the brain believes that you are really falling or in some sort of danger. And hence the brain sends signals to the body to start "fleeing".



Another curious ques, u heard of something in ur dreams, yet it is also occuring in the real world simultaneously..

During the night there may be many external stimuli bombarding the senses, but the mind interprets the stimulus and makes it a part of a dream in order to ensure continued sleep..
i rmbed there was once, my alarm clock was ringing in the early of the morning..so i "woke up" & turn it off..but the clock still continue to ring..i keep pushing the on/off button, slammed the clock, & even took out the batt, BUT IT IS STILL RINGING!! i was having a hard time shutting it till i heard my mum open the door & shouted : wake up!! still couldnt get up when ur alarm clock had rang for so long??
argh, i jerked up & realised, it's nt tht i dun wana wake up, but i tot i HAD woke up..sounds funny isnt it..bt this only happened to me once..coz i usually can wake up by myself >.<


i didnt put those scientific kinda explanation, coz its..confusing..hard to understand those dream terms ..but anytime, if this stirs up ur enthusiasm, dun hesitate to log on http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dream for a clearer view..
but i think the article still cant really explain the ques we used to face..coz there's always a thousands of WHY in our mind..

eve samtsirhc*

Finally i get to meet up wif 1 of those ppl or big sis i looked highly upon to---lai ye jj ..the last time i met her was ages ago..when i was still, primary!! she's so sweet..she made a point to meet up wif me & family once she's back fr UK....



Still on "gathering" mood..Durin lunch...twins, khuang, b.ming & geof were there..i was wondering where's y.theng, so we called her up..she were shocked coz she thought the gathering was 1am..ever first time i heard ppl saying, gathering in the middle of the nite =.= LOL anway, hope to c u soon dear..


we chat for 2 hour plus non stop..dam fun!! plus, maine & the other joker rina there, it was awesome i would say..can imagine how noisy were we over there, i think ppl r staring at us..pai seh..we just talk whteva we like & share our thoughts..khuang supposed to chao at 2.30, but.... 3.45 only left..& he'll rmb about 2412..we r meeting up again fr badm..wee^^ & instead of playing badm, i would say, we will b chating away again..haha..4eva respect..twins!!


daddy is back too!


Thats all during eve samtsirhc*





XXXXXXXX'MAS party

Time flies..


seriously..& there we r again at jun's place fr christmas party..The gals who went for jun's +mas party, bt where's she? hmm, bz entertaning guest mayb..

zhi fetched me & dawsom..at her place, wht we did was, EAT..chat..occasionally sit down, doin ntg, or staring at each other.? but no matter wht it is, a house wif love abides & frenship is a guest, its surely a true HOME..its' more interesting when we were at jun's room..Leo learned how to blow the saxophone, i can c him strugglin wif it, till his whole face went red, yet there's only wind coming out, no sound..poor thing XD dee managed to handle it..hehe..then jun perform wif her flute..whole hse is full of musical instruments..



& then comes pressie exchange time:D thx ppl fr all the presents..i appreciated it lots:D ur words mean a lot to me twins..as well as the gift fr zw & jy^^ i wonder when will it be the nex time im seeing u all again, bt no matter wht it is, i'll neva forget the moments we once spent 2gether during our college life..ur presence is the greatest gift:D true frenship doesnt come by chance




the hand bag which was given by zhi & dai je..muax



Merry Christmas to MY FRENS




Hope this holiday season brings you lots of love & joy

for those who r taking exam soon, best wishes & i noe u will do well in it

no matter how far u r away fr me

know that u r always rite here, in my heart :D

luv u!!


& i think santa hav given me the things i want..instead of asking fr more, im contented :D

lastly,



What have I been doin for the pass 1 week?!

* A blog to sum up my daily routine ..to know a little about A LOT..hehe..i went back to malacca last weekend & came back on sunday.


MON : went to mabel's hse at 1smthing to make pressie for melia..its some clay art craft, & we baked it in the oven..kee hao & wtzyy went too..hmm, supposed to do more clay thingy, me & mabel ended up playing red alert3..lol..nex time we shud play again!!


TUES : supposed to meet up wif the krs gang of frens, end up cancel coz majority cant make it..so mabel & i went over to weitzyy's hse..we were just too free la XD instead of playing board games, we played..MAHJONG!! after tht watch "jorney to the west"..can imagine how free we r..chit chat & went home..oh, wt lend me a book " rich dad poor dad "..& was quite semangat to read it on tht day itself..just flip thru a little tho ~


WED : dental appointment in the afternoon..& my relatives fr malacca came over..entertained them in the evening till nite..& my hse transformed to a cyber cafe coz few laptops r operating at the same time..


THURS : i guess its my REST day..continue reading the book..& i finally finished!! cant imagine me reading man..as i seriously dun touch all these kinda books..bt i learned smthing at least..its all about $$$..hehe my mum said i "money face" ..>.<
** besides..
never be Someone who criticizes and does not analyse. Someone who lets their doubts & fears close their mind instead of open their eyes.


FRI : finally can get to c my college gang of frens, which is only another 2 frens of mine tho..my dar dar zhi & dai je Jun..future docs..guess we r meeting up again during xmas party.
i created this blog few days ago, bt only started bloggin on this significant day..haha


SAT : received a sms fr ky at 3plus in the morning, which i got to know only when i woke up..which is a gathering at 11am..after breakfast then head over & meet up wif them..had a great chat since i dam long neva c ky edi..the nex time im seeing her shud b nex yr edi :D


so wheneva ppl ask me, wht hav u been doin lately..do i reply, gatherings?! bt i seriously do, rite?! i still hav few frens i wana meet up wif..still have time so no worries..hav 1 month plus b4 leaving:D & i will treasure every moment i spent wif my family & frens..


p/s : if u r reading this, & still haven seen me for months, shud turn up for the nex gathering k..






My US trip

It was an awesome trip..bt things got screwed up on the very 1st day itself..After a long journey of almost..14hrs(if nt mistaken), we finally landed at the L.A airport..every1 in our tour managed to pass thru the immigration except my family..the actual reason we got detained fr 40mins was unknown=.= most prob we r holding a msia passport & we depart fr Singapore..whteva it is, it gave me a bad impression edi..aiks..anyway, we had a city tour first, & i realised tht USA isnt as GREAT as i think bcoz..there r many homeless ppl around..pushing a trolley or their "mobile house", find a suitable place & they will just stay there..


Im really glad that i have a chance to have a look with the culture of other country..its simply different. To most of them, spend & enjoy first, save last..all the things r freaking expensive!! the food especially, & we got to keep giving them tips..coz its sort of like, compulsory..ohya, they eat a lot too!! each serving is like, super big..& there was once, we simply couldnt finish the food, & when left the table, i heard the ang mo saying : so wasteful..sigh..really cant finish, bt thts the serving they provide >.<
here r some pics ...




homeless people..quite pittyful but they choose to be that way


universal studio .. the statue on the right hand side is a REAL man


The JAWS


Shopping day !!


Grand Canyon



Can u c whts there on top of the rock? Ab ig whole bunch of SEALS


Pebble beach golf course



The ppl r lining up to collect FREE news paper..Its in San Francisco's china town btw



The fantastic Golden Gate Bridge ~


& lastly i would like to extend my greatest gratitude to my dear daddy for bringing us to this wonderful trip.. luv ya <3